Crossroads......

Standing at this junction…when i look back into past ..my eyes get filled with a certain glory and nostalgia..at the same time tears …because I know those years full of innocence and dreams will not come again…
Yet, standing amidst the crowd …at this crossroad of my life…I feel that if the past was beautiful…and future is what I am looking forward to …then it’s the PRESENT which is the most enriching phase of my life…
Years full of youthfulness….
Years full of aspirations and hopes
Years full of Excitement and expectations
Years full of happiness over new found love or sorrow of a relation dying
Years full of meeting people..making them a part of your life and eventually moving ON.
Years of my present ….are the most memorable ones…
No one knows where life will take us ….
But, we all have a role to play…
I just want to play my role with utmost dedication ….and eventually live a life filled with no regrets…
A life which will believe in spreading happiness and love..
And most importantly a life which will believe in the beauty of Life…

Paradoxical .....World

When i sit here in front of the lappy thinking what to write as my first entry.......my mind starts running in all the directions...and i realize that this small life of ours is filled with so many zillions of lives that we have lived over the years ..Everyday brings to us a new opportunity and ends with millions of questions in our minds. Putting on the masks on our faces we start the ritual ,striving to be the Best and alas return back exhausted but, certainly more satisfied
....Paradoxes exists everywhere ..withn us , around us and confront us at every step we take. We all emulate becoming what we are not and realize that it's not who we are . It's a rat race.....a mad rush to be a part of the crowd....and those who make an effort to stand out are the ones who emerge as the real winners. Desires, anguish, disappointments, enthusiasm, sorrow, joy , eternal love, fun ,betrayal, introspection, expectation, .....plethora of emotions but one heart, one indivdual and one life.